A busy day..

Last friday, i thought to back yayasan perak to get the "dermasiswa pendidikan negeri perak" which offer utar students RM1000. as usual, i attend the morning class of the day. as i back home later and pack my things, i went to bus station. Two ipoh bus was passed, yet they didn't stop to let us enter the bus, don't know why. As i waiting for next bus to come, someone yell from seng yip and i take a look of it. i saw the top of the "tong gas" was burning and it getting worse. the workers get fire extinguisher, and use to the fire. Yet, the fire getting more worst and some "mini" explosion sound heard. Luckily they manage to clear the fire by using another type of fire extinguisher.

As i reach Ipoh, i went to wisma yayasan perak to get the form. But it need ADUN people to sign it. so, i went to MCA to find "YB. Dr Mah" but he was not here. they direct me to go another place which im not clear. so i try to find the place using half hour and i manage to find! it was 12.45noon, and the guard won't let me enter as it was lunch time.. the building was "bangunan perak darul ridzuan". Finally im giving up to apply for the dermasiswa thing. so, be sure to locate where is it before applying it..

Im going back to kampar around 1.30pm as there are no bus before that. so i manage to take a bus and reach kamppar at 12.20pm which has to wait till 3.00 for next bus. luckily i get to know a utar student which was a course and class rep of communication networking, that study about computer stuff. so i was accompanied till reach new town. The bus ticket price increased to RM1.30! But luckily my ticket was 2-way-ticket, i get signature from office and i get free ride from oldtown to newtown. As conclusion, i wasted a lot of time and money in the day and end with sleeping 8 hours at home. sigh.

Finally can rest a bit..

Finally 2 mid term test and 2 reports were passed up.. there are 2 weeks for me to rest before next few mid term test and assignment.. in this two weeks, there are so many people birthday.. 1stly hapi birthday to chen kit. the group spend at the mamak stall, with a xtra delicious "cheese cake" from tesco, which has same taste with secret receipe cheese cake. can't believe? go have a try from tesco choice^^



I've read a book. As summarize for the book content, it's quite weird but a quite true. let's say that a normal person has average mood, assuming it is 50% mood (0-the worst, 100-the best). when the day a normal person faced events, he/she will become happier which is 75% good mood. but that person might expect something better for the next day or next time, thus the mood will spoilt as the reality is worst compared to what expected ( mood down to 30 or 40%). this can seen from couple too..



which is better..?

a week with 50% mood (normal) that has nothing happen, peacefully but boring... OR

a week with good thigs happen (increase to 100%) then end up with normal or bad events (0%)?
people said- the higher you climb, the higher damage you felt. this can applied for moods too..


For me, im hoping a peaceful life but for sure human will chase something good. maybe im a bit different, i will very worry if good things happen to me. i might think what will happen tommorow? will the good thing happen? i shouldn't think about it, but guess it's logic for a person to think like that..



Thanks to some of my friends, i have good times spent with them such as badminton time, dinner, or others. For at another side, i also joined a gang for some event. yet, i can feel my exist in the group brings weird surrounding. Maybe i shouldn't join them. Anyway, i shall satisfied for what i faced at past, and not expecting anyelse. Just take it like a sweet dream..

saturday, 20 june 2009, 8.30am

Class at 9.00am. Zzz..want sleep later also cannot.. need to wake up and listen lecturer tell story.. it's a fresh day! as usual, i wake up, went to brush teeth, visit toilet, pack note and ready to go Utar.. On the precious moment.. my 45º, there was a SEASON's soya bean bought yesterday night! Without consideration, i open the cover and drink the freshness soya.. What the.... since when SEASON sells sour soya? OMG.. i forgot put it on fridge.. i straight spill the "evolved" soya bean and brush my teech for second time... and so, i arrive Utar around 9.10am. sigh.. anyway, sleep kao² at the noon.. because of DOTA till late of the night^^

The same day of the night, suddenly someone from class next door conducting gathering.. Wow.. surely i go wit my frenz..but then.. the table arrangement was too long, i cant even listen what they chat.. sitting there from 9-10pm chat wit own group =.=".. Later, someone suggested DOTA again.. 2 days continuous Dota was not a bad idea!! But lost 3 game and won 1 game was so sien..

Haha, on the night, i adopt some "son" sempena fathers day.. "ah pa, where we go?" "ah pa, what you doin?" "ah pa, ah pa, ah pa"... Zzz.. im only 21age and you 19age.. takkanlah I 1years old marry, 2 years old created you.. But it was a very happy thing for me^^

Sunday, 21 june 2009, 1.00pm

Boring day again.. no class no lepak what also no... The worms in my stomach start playing a ROCK & ROLL music, informing me they hunger of food. i was calling my friends but all were not available. luckily someone replied me! We manage to go KFC and order some food^^ Hoho, my boring day was filled with activities^^

monday, 22 june 2009, 11.30pm

Double kill.. triple kill.. monster kill.. GODLIKE!!

suddenly i received a message.. "chee aun, have you finish study your physic test for tomorrow?

OH MY GOD!! I immediately ALT+F4.. and start study my physic.. die lo.. chapter 2 have 72slides? chill.. study chapter 3 first.. but im too tired, so i decided to take a short nap at 12am.. Once i wake up.. it was 3am!! im ready to start my journey!! but so tired, let me rest my mind a while..

------A while has just passed-------

Tuesday, 22 june 2009,

it was 5.00am.. my god..what had i done.. i start take my physic note, put on table. "i don't believe i can't study this time", my mind struggled. "Firstly i need to calm.." At the moment, Once i cooldown.. i feel fresh!! Yay, it works!! As i look outside... eh?? why sky so bright? OMG!! it was 7.10am and my test was on 8.00am!! this time i die kao kao... what to do.. attend the class with worries.. luckily, there was a nerd in front me! i manage to copy the formula, hahaha.. But.. how to apply...? aiya, tembak saja la.. till my answer sheet filled up withs lots of inks... (cut words). Finally, i've learned a good lesson T.T..

Math exam was next! Imagining how am I going to die on next paper, 1 july. "Math, can you let me love you please.." but it says "NO".... so i'm not goin to read it and sleep.. hahaha^^

Am I Alone..

Friends... Can be made anywhere including school, internet, or even public place like bus stop... But TRUE friend are hard to find… Some might betray you after you gain their trust… And this is cruel… Most people wearing their “mask” when get to know you… once they reveal their real identity... You’re finished…
Today I saw a lot of people… They were in groups… Chatting... Laughing… Happily to each other. I started to think… how good if I have my own friends… But sadly…I don’t have… I’ve been betrayed by my best friend before… I can’t trust people easily… What’s the true meaning of true friend? I really don’t understand… because I don’t have even one..
I’m trying to make myself associate with others… But I’m worrying that I talk something wrong…. My name was once “polluted” before until I’ve been isolated for 3 years... I don’t wish to repeat back my past life… I could die even thinking of those memories... No one knows what is the exact things happened… I’m trying hardly to forget it but it still clear in my mind… The things happened at my past hurt me deeply… Believe or not… I’m on tears now recalling my pain…
Please… I’m hoping for miracle to pull me out of the dark hole… I don’t wish to my life end like this…